I HATE IT

I'm not feeling well and it has been 2 days for me to feel this way. My body are aching, and I feel really weak even to perform the solat. But I'm writing this just to shout it out as I never had anyone to listen to.

I feel so miserable today. I feel sad, I feel angry and god knows what. I don't feel like working any more. I don't feel like be there anymore. The place was surrounded with hatred, disappointment and anger. I can't be there any longer. I don't even want to read the message from school. It feels irritating. Soooo irritating.........

My back is killing me, my body is shivering all day, can't hardly feel my toes. I just can't stand it anymore.